Here Comes High School and a Prom to Go With It

So, just thought you should know,

That soon I'll leave and go,

To a place were many cry in pain,

There screams were loud but vain,

Many gave up this path,

But I must face it's wrath,

I will be successful for I'm no fool,

I will face,

HIGH SCHOOL!

Yeah, that's right, folks! Imma get me a taste of adulthood!....in like a 4-5 months. I know, I know, it's so frigging far away but with all the lectures and assemblies about 9th grade, it kind of made me quake in my flip-flops but also made me want to jump out of my imaginary socks at the thought of it. (In short: I'm nervous yet excited)

With High School coming along I have to worry more about my looks. My clothes aren't exactly 9th grade worthy and I haven't touched make-up. I'm a closet-in girly-girl so I'm one step to awesomeness! I know some of you might say, "It's all about what's inside not what's outside." It's not because of that. It's because my sister will kill me if I don't make a better impression of myself.

It's not just that I have to keep myself alive, I have, DEN NE NE NE!!!

PROM

If you don't know what proms is, go look it up.

I'll wait here.

You didn't look it up did you? Well, hope y'know exactly what it is then.

It's a definite that this girl ain't gonna get any dates but I'm still going with hair dress and make-up. I HAVE TO BE PREPARED! Plus, freshmen are always being hated by the others. It's destiny. It's a rule carved into an imaginary block of stone! Once, I pass this barrier of hatred, I will....go back to Malaysia.

But before that fated day comes, I have to put up with the pressure of being loaded down with homework and lab reports (for Honors Bio) and the horrible feeling of failure because I didn't get into Honors Geometry. T.T

I'm just hoping, maybe it will be a chance for me to SHINE!!

Ode to cheesiness...*sigh*

From someone who knows that the cheesy line is a lie,

Marsymallow

I'm Coming Back! Whether I Want To Or Not!

Yup, you read it right. I'm moving back to Malaysia by next year July/June. Y'know, if not this year July/June. It's one of the two. I'm psyched and also slightly bummed out.

I want to go back but then, I got so used to the American school system and the weekly (not to mention branded) shopping sprees and the movies per weekend and the daily paint I get on my hands from Art class!!! And DRAMA CLASS, oh dear God, drama is the best place ever. Acting and fun for a whole hour and forty-five minutes.

On the other hand, I want to go back to Malaysia where my besties (A.T, Naddo, Nuzzie) are and eat satay every weekend and not analyze English books in a way that I bet the author didn't even notice and I HATE HAVING MY HOMEWORK COUNT AS MY FINAL GRADE!!! GAAAAAAH!! And the GREEN! I need some plants in my life! God, who can live with so much dust and sand! No beep testing either! How many times can I run from one side of the gym to the other without fainting? I don't care because I don't want to die from exhaustion!

If I return this year, I'd go to SSC. With A.T! Yay! If I go back next year, it's international school for me. So I made a nice pro's and con's list of going back this year...okay I made it up on the spot. Don't judge me!

I said don't judge!

I'm watching you. *Gives the 'look'*

Pro’s:

A.T. and me will be reunited! =D

Homework doesn’t count as much!

Cheaper clothes

Closer to all my besties!

No sluts in the grade.

Theory of Knowledge is a NEVER (yay!)

No overuse of technology

I get a phone earlier!

Three more years of school instead of four!

The GREENERY that my eyes missed so much!

Piercings + cheap earings!

Con’s:

Bye! NIzzie and everyone! :’(

DRAMA! I’ll MISS YOU!

Bershka was my shopping heaven

Uniforms, bleh. (I just had a taste of freedom and now, it'll be gone)

I’ll never be able to see how Honors Bio is like

Free period for that homework you forgot. Who doesn't want that?

Bahasa Melayu will be the reason I won’t graduate.

My room here is so big...really big...Gah.

Did I mention uniforms? What’s the point of being in High School if you can’t show your maturity through your clothes?

IB gets you into more colleges overseas. I WANT TO DO BIO-ENGINEERING!

Claire’s beautiful QR5 accessories all gone!

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Life is full of hard decisions. Luckily, it's not my choice. It's my mom's boss's decision. He either keeps his best I.T. woman (only I.T. woman) or save money and send her back to Malaysia. That's why it's whether I want it or not. I will be contemplating my fate while licking my giant lollipop from Atlantis. From Dubai! Be jealous, be very jealous.

Marsymallow and her giganto lollipop sends you her regards.

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